When things seem not to go as I’d planned….
Dengan Nama Allah 
Yang Maha Penyayang lagi Maha Pengasih
Living in this world is very nikmat to all of us. Allah gives us air, especially O2 for us to breath, then Allah gives sun for us to know it’s day and moon to ganti panasnya hari dengan berhiaskan bintang-bintang yg berkelip. Subhanallah.
Sesungguhnya Tuhan kamu ialah Allah
Tapi…..we always forgot these nikmat(s) that He’s given us…Nah? Yah!….We do always lupa!! We only remember when one of these nikmat is slowly taken from us. Bila nikmat sihat diambil, baru terasa bahawa kesihatan itu sgt penting! And even benda/orang yang tani sayang adalah satu nikmat yang Allah beri kepada tani. Semalam bila cakap-cakap dgn orang yg tersayang, terasa pada diri sendiri. “Allah akan uji kita dengan benda yang kita paling sayang.” Then I asked them what/who do they love the most then I reflect myself and it’s so true!!!!! Bila teringat akan benda/orang yang disayang, memang terasa, memang betul ujian yang Allah berikan. Sebab Allah nak tengok, sejauh mana cinta kita terhadapNya dari benda/orang yang kita sayang itu.
When things seem not to go as I’d planned, it makes me think that there must be something wrong. And that is the time when we want someone to hear all our whinings, all our kusutness, and sometimes when we try to find the Best Listener, it’s very hard…. I’m one of the kind who don’t really talk about how I feel to anyone, I like to keep it to my self..well most of the time..I don’t know why…I only shared to my-so-called-other-half & bestfriend but one day, when I know that there’s someone that always with me for all these times but I tend to forget about Him, and always waiting for me to whine to Him, He’s nobody but Allah swt. =’)
But I see it as an obstacle for Allah to me. I ask so many things at Him and it’s the time He wants to see do I really want it, am I able to be patient on waiting for it? And the thing is we always say the word shad-ba-ra in theory, so when Allah gives obstacles, Allah wants us to practise our theory that we’d been study for all these times and Allah wants to upgrade our iman plus Allah memang akan sentiasa dengan tani sebab Allah dah mention dalam Quran yang Allah akan sentiasa bersama-sama dengan orang yang sabar. We always asked at least 17 times in our solat to Allah to show us the right path, the way of those on whom Thou hast bestowed Thy Grace, those whose (portion) is not wrath, and who go not astray (1:6&7), and to be in that right path as we wish is not gonna be that piece of cake of course! How our beloved Prophet Muhammad 
saw and the sahabahs worked so hard to make Islam as a victory and we know the problems and obstacles they had to go through weren’t that easy. They faced really hard time to practise islam. So memang iman dorang sangat kuat sebab ujian-ujian yang Allah berikan kepada mereka pun sangat kuat.
Teringat cerita tentang Nusaibah, sahabiah&keluarganya yang dijanjikan untuk bersama-sama dengan Rasulullah saw di jannah nanti. Pengorbanan sahabiah ini sangat luar biasa kepada Islam dan cintanya kepada Allah dan Rasul sangat tinggi. Dia&keluarganyalah yang menjadi pembenteng nabi Muhammad saw semasa perang Uhud di mana hampir semua orang pada masa itu turun dair bukit Uhud untuk mengambil harta peperangan. Selepas perang tersebut, nabi tahu bahawa terdapat banyak sangat luka-luka yang terdapat di badannya. Banyak lagi pengorbanan sahabiah&keluarganya tersebut yang mana memang selayaknya mereka dapat bersama-sama nabi Muhammad saw di jannah nanti….. Beruntungnya!
Semoga kita semua beroleh kejayaan untuk sama-sama bersama para anbiya’ dan lebih-lebih lagi bersama nabi Muhammad saw di jannah nanti! ameen!
Ummu Mohammad