Right from the bottom of my heart

24May2008 Filed under: Luahan Author: Ummu Mohammad

In The Name Of Allah (SWT) , The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful

It saddens me that you used to say that you wanted to change for good but now you are one of them.

It saddens me that you promised to help the ummah but now you are busy with dunyawi.

It saddens me that you said you want to be a better person after performing the 5th rukun of Islam but you were just for a few months.

It saddens me that you left this da’wah path just because you want to be relax and enjoy this dunyawi.

Are you not scare that one day Allah (SWT) is going to take back the hidayah?

Are you not scare that one day Allah (SWT) will replace you with a better muslim?

Are not you sad that one day Allah (SWT) will let you be with those who do not have faith on Him and the hereafter?

Dear brother, dear sister, I really love you and I really regret these things happened.

Do you know by who you are now, you really sadden me?

Do you know by who you are now, you make my heart cry out?

Do you know by who you are now, you make me blame myself?

No….too bad you do not know that…..instead you are happy, laughing out there as if you have nothing to worry.

No, you do not know how I feel because you are too busy with your games, with your friends, with your sports, with your gadgets.

No you do not know that I cried because of you because you are so worried on your looks, on your outfits, on your hairstyle, on your hijab, on your shoes…..

How I wish you are one of the ruhul jadid….

How I wish you are one of the daie…

How I wish you are one of the rijal that craving to be syahid in His path…..

If I could turn back the hands of time, I would ensure to bring you along with me….

If I could turn back the hands of time, I would ensure to fetch you to perform fajr solah in masjid….

If I could turn back the hands of time, I would ensure not to leave you alone when all of us were away…..

“And whomsoever Allah (SWT) wills to guide, He opens his breast to Islam, and whomsoever He wills to send astray, He makes his breast closed and constricted, as if he is climbing up to the sky. Thus Allah (SWT) puts the wrath on those who believe not.”(6:125)

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Tafsir

Those who believe, and suffer exile and strive with might and main, in Allah.s cause, with their goods and their persons, have the highest rank in the sight of Allah. they are the people who will achieve (salvation). (Sesungguhnya) orang-orang yang beriman dan berhijrah serta berjihad pada jalan Allah dengan harta benda dan jiwa mereka adalah lebih besar dan tinggi darjatnya di sisi Allah (daripada orang-orang yang hanya memberi minum orang-orang Haji dan orang yang memakmurkan masjid sahaja) dan mereka itulah orang-orang yang berjaya. ." (9:20)

Hadith Qudsi

On the authority of Anas (may Allah be pleased with him), who said: I heard the Messenger of Allah (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) say: “Allah the Almighty said: ‘O son of Adam, so long as you call upon Me and ask of Me, I shall forgive you for what you have done, and I shall not mind. O son of Adam, were your sins to reach the clouds of the sky and were you then to ask forgiveness of Me, I would forgive you. O son of Adam, were you to come to Me with sins nearly as great as the earth and were you then to face Me, ascribing no partner to Me, I would bring you forgiveness nearly as great as it.’” It was related by at-Tirmidhi (also by Ahmad ibn Hanbal). Its chain of authorities is sound.

Munajat

Ya Rabb, let my love only be Yours......... Ya Rabb, let I miss You more than anything in this dunya...... Ya Rabb, let only Your Name craves in my heart...... Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku memohon kepadaMu keteguhan dalam suatu perkara, tekad untuk mendapat pentunjuk, keluasan rahmat dan ampunanMu. Aku memohon kepadaMu, rasa syukur terhadap nikmatMu, dan kesempurnaan ibadah kepadaMu. Aku memohon kepadaMu, hati yang selamat, lisan yang jujur dan aku mohon kepadaMu segala kebaikan yang Engkau ketahui dan aku berlindung kepadaMu dari kejelekan yang Engkau ketahui, serta aku meminta ampun kepadaMu terhadap dosa yang Engkau ketahui. Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui segala yang ghaib. (HR An-Nasa'i dan Ahmad)

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